Tuesday, February 6, 2018
Getting back to it!
Where has the time gone? Everyday I wanna share with you, but I don’t make the time. I have so much to say all the time and no one to listen. I demand to be heard. Here me world. This is my voice now. It’s where I am free to speak. Everything on paper now, it’s how it is. I’ve been wanting an utket but I’ve been too lazy to find one. I couldn’t say I couldn’t find one because I didn’t look. I just kept wanting and not doing. Well that stops now. I am officially a woman of action. I have let my life be decided for me by my husband. Yet I can’t blame him for it’s tormoil, it’s mine to live MINE I tell ya MINE! I’m taking my voice back.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
He Got Me
He got me open
He got me hopin
that one day we can be together
All I can do is think of him
His face his eyes his stare his smile
After I week I loved him
After an evening I wanted him
I adore him in so many ways
I want to be with him
I want to be near him and share with him all the joys of my life
I can’t stop it
It keeps coming
The thoughts of him and me together
Laughing loving and enjoying each other
What did he do?
What did he do to me?
I think he seduced me and ran away with me
It all happened so fast
I don’t know what to do
I can’t help it I love him
This is so annoying I barely know him
Actually I don’t know him
He came into my life like he was supposed to and now he’s gone – is he supposed to?
He seduced me he made me love him he made me want him and desire every part of him
Does he think of me? If he did wouldn’t he call, wouldn’t he want to be here like he said he did
What happened to this?
We were great together
Why did he ask me out why did he talk to me why did he dance with me why did he kiss me why did he spend time with me
If he didn’t want me
This makes no sense what did I do, what didn’t I do
Who…
What…
How…
Why are we not together why is he not here why does he not call why does he do this why am I obsessed
I was open for his love open for his touch open for his time
Now I sit here alone and wanting… more time
Time to be with him time to feel him time to touch him
Hopefully in time I’ll heal
Hopefully…in time he will
Come to me - love me - share with me - want me - call me
Where is he?
He got me hopin
that one day we can be together
All I can do is think of him
His face his eyes his stare his smile
After I week I loved him
After an evening I wanted him
I adore him in so many ways
I want to be with him
I want to be near him and share with him all the joys of my life
I can’t stop it
It keeps coming
The thoughts of him and me together
Laughing loving and enjoying each other
What did he do?
What did he do to me?
I think he seduced me and ran away with me
It all happened so fast
I don’t know what to do
I can’t help it I love him
This is so annoying I barely know him
Actually I don’t know him
He came into my life like he was supposed to and now he’s gone – is he supposed to?
He seduced me he made me love him he made me want him and desire every part of him
Does he think of me? If he did wouldn’t he call, wouldn’t he want to be here like he said he did
What happened to this?
We were great together
Why did he ask me out why did he talk to me why did he dance with me why did he kiss me why did he spend time with me
If he didn’t want me
This makes no sense what did I do, what didn’t I do
Who…
What…
How…
Why are we not together why is he not here why does he not call why does he do this why am I obsessed
I was open for his love open for his touch open for his time
Now I sit here alone and wanting… more time
Time to be with him time to feel him time to touch him
Hopefully in time I’ll heal
Hopefully…in time he will
Come to me - love me - share with me - want me - call me
Where is he?
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